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Its been such a long time ever since my last post on Livejournal. I remembered, back then it was still in Jan-apr, where we were still in our CCAs, not graduates of our CCAs yet, living in a tightly scheduled life. I used to think "after syf, after i step down, everything will be fine." but no, things have proven me wrong, sadly.
First, things did not get better but instead worsens. Things are getting out of control, out of hands. I dont think this is something good. O levels in 75 days. Definitely not enough time for thorough revision, I have to do with what I have with me now. I dont appear to look as if I am stressed, however, deep down I know I am going crazy. Rushing like.................................i do not know what just for my studies. I do use my laptop occasionally, but most of the time it is because of F&N. Coursework Part B is already with MOE, and coursework part A's deadline is very near, 31st august. Second, like I mentioned, things got worst. 24 hours has become too short, for me. From 6am in the morning, waking up etc. all the way till 9pm at night I am in school during weekdays. Trying so hard to cope with the upcoming O levels, trying hard to improve my studies, trying hard to learn and gain more practices in different subjects. It seems that time isn't enough, I need more time!
Ah, this is stressful and I am serious. I might get a mental breakdown sooner or later. (okay, not that exaggerating though) Personally, I can cope with lots of stress. That's what I feel lah, of course! But I seriously do think this way. ^^
Having not updated for so long @ livejournal, in a blink of an eye, I turned sixteen 1 day ago! Yay, that means I have to be more matured already. No more childish/foolish acts. But the sad thing is, I owe many people presents, shiatz. Hehehe.
Aye, I love Jolin Tsai. :) Seeya readers, I wont be updating livejournal that often. |